did u know that the nepal flag is not rectangular? =)

wad?

only 2 more mths to my birthday?

i bot a nice dress and im saving it for my bdae =)
its on a saturday this yr; shall i plan something?

tot id write something b4 my virtual journal starts to collect dust.

so...here u go.

SOMETHING.

money is slowing rolling in!
-clap clap!-

big money big moneyyyyyyyyy!

yipee!

i finally got my mini debit card today and yes it IS small haha.

hmm AC Nielsen called me up today and asked me to go down tmr for orientation.
good good money is slowly coming in hehe

i oso msged ken abt the citibank job; heard tat many ppl have quit and perhaps they need more ppl? not sure but he said he'll keep me informed, hoho :)

today is a good day, i shall rate it a 4/5
if only i cld activate my debit card today, den it wld be a perfect 5 ;)

listening to an mp3 jel sent me, stacie orrico, stuck:

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean (yeah)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean (yeah)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

urrrrgh

this has to be one of the worse mornings ever.

woke up and was supposed to go sch and help pack the matric stuff.
i told yuyu the nite b4 tat it starts at 9:30am but in actual fact, it started at 8:30am!

so when he was like...1 min away frm OTH, i called him up and told him tat they have already finished with the packing.

needless to say, he was angry lah; wasted trip to school and he woke up at 7:30am
not to mention the fact tat he doesnt live near sch...abt 1hr travel time i think...
it was my fault eventho it was an honest mistake and i was also on my way to sch when i got the news.

was trying to appease him online cos apparently he was using the comp in sch.
and seems like another girl was also affected by my mistake.
i think he was ok after awhile but i still feel bad lah =(
he was kinda irritated loh.

urrgghh.
guilt stricken.

wad a way to start the day.

okies im going swimming tmr morning.
mebbe i shld decide how many laps i wanna do tmr..
how abt 40?
and mebbe do some brisk walking in the evening if im not too tired

input < output= wt loss!

im gonna shed 5kg this mth hehe
try lah ;p

i dropped my hp yest and it died on the spot.
RIP.

and i do not have a hp now.
and i have my own bad suspicion tat my laptop may be infecetd.
sooooooo, im virtually uncontactable now.

good.

alrite, i have decided to forego internship this summer and look out for more interesting job openings next yr.

had wanted to apply internship cos its getting less competitive now.
and most of my frens are doing internship now and i cant stand the fact tat im not! >_<
on top of it all, i need money to fund my AOW course and yr end trip to vietnam!!
-gives a sad mew-

so to make up for not doing internship now, i'll have to achieve something this hols.
so im gonna do some part time here and there and slowly save up.

an estimation of how much i need:
vietnam trip - $1k (more than enuff)
dive gear - $200 (fins + booties)
[KIV] AOW course - $450

and to make my hols more worthwhile, i tot of doing something which i haven done in ages.
comm service =)
i saw an interesting one, by the Triathlon Association of Singapore.
they need volunteers for the NEW BALANCE AQUATHLON CHALLENGE 2004.

Date: 26 June 2004
Venue: Siloso Beach, Sentosa
Hours of work needed: 1030hrs to 1700hrs.

anybody wanna join me?

i give up, i really have to give up.
there is nothing i can do at this point in time.
i already did my best and if he is not receptive den wad the hell can i still do?!
ok i shld have heeded god's advice in the 1st place.

im sorry.
im sorry i wasted my time and energy.
and i shld have been superstitious and heeded the magical book of answers in the 1st place.
it did say tat this will cost me and no, yuyu doesnt like me.

so he didnt like me den or now.
and i tot i cld change things...
and i tot i cld make things work hahahahahahahahahaa!
a big fat joke.

pls dun ask me how things are between me and yuyu anymore k.
spare me the agony.
dun comfort me.
let the rain clouds above me pass.

my social circle is shrinking.
is there no one i can ask out, in good times and bad times?

the only person i can think of asking out is...him
and i know he'll meet up; he never turn down invitations frm anyone- almost never.
but i dun wanna ask him out.
cos his gf is back and i dun wan to take his time away from the gf.
and its not as if we havent spent enuff time in that 3 weeks.
its enuff to last me this whole hols.

and as i start cracking my head to think of who to ask, a realization came over me.
there is no one i can ask.
yea not everyone is as free as i am; they can't come and go as they wish.

i understand.

OMG WAD A SAD LIFE I AM LEADING!

eh i feel lk getting a new backpack.
40+5L is not quite enuff.
erm anyone willing to let me have a space on their ebay or yahoo auctions?
i need to sell my current one.