today was a bad driving day.
and i realised my obs ppl 4got to CC me a copy of the proposal they sent to the in-charge.
so i was right.
its not a matter of them exceeding the deadline for handing up the proposal.
i wonder if they CCed a copy to the other logistics in-charge....
well...i duno but im the main in-charge for logistics here u see.
i can imagine my reaction if i found out those ppl sent her a copy and left me out.
i dun wan to appear petty here but yes it does matter to me.
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
Monday, May 26, 2003
taking stock the number of sleeveless/ spagetti tops i have in my wardrode:
1) grey scoop neck sleeveless by the clothes publisher
2) white U2 sleeveless with bronze design
3) new blance running top, sleeveless
4) sportsgals blue spag with square neckline
5) bodynits black spag top with crossback
6) purple cheap spag top with ribbons
7) 2 selfridge v neck spag top, in dark green and dark purple
8) 4 giordano u neck spag top, in grey, black, yellow and orange
9) iora black sleeveless with lace trimmings at neckline and sleeves
:D
1) grey scoop neck sleeveless by the clothes publisher
2) white U2 sleeveless with bronze design
3) new blance running top, sleeveless
4) sportsgals blue spag with square neckline
5) bodynits black spag top with crossback
6) purple cheap spag top with ribbons
7) 2 selfridge v neck spag top, in dark green and dark purple
8) 4 giordano u neck spag top, in grey, black, yellow and orange
9) iora black sleeveless with lace trimmings at neckline and sleeves
:D
Friday, May 23, 2003
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
i feel trapped.
i feel like a ribbit at the bottom of a well.
along with many other ribbits.
i cant tell u how disgusted and sick i am of my shallow self.
i have quite, quite enough of mindless chats and crappy jokes.
i am trying to improve myself, really :(
but the progress is painfully slow.
and it doesnt help to have no like minded friends.
im alone in my constant struggle for a better self.
i feel like a ribbit at the bottom of a well.
along with many other ribbits.
i cant tell u how disgusted and sick i am of my shallow self.
i have quite, quite enough of mindless chats and crappy jokes.
i am trying to improve myself, really :(
but the progress is painfully slow.
and it doesnt help to have no like minded friends.
im alone in my constant struggle for a better self.
Thursday, May 15, 2003
im worried abt my obs.
the ppl seemed quite bochup; not attending meetings, not replying emails.
14 out of 22 appeared at the 1st meeting and only 6 replied to an email...
why ah?
and we have such a responsible in-charge.
wad a waste.
________________________________
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
i must be damn bored to develope a crush just like this...
no matter.
i will be better tmr...i hope
the ppl seemed quite bochup; not attending meetings, not replying emails.
14 out of 22 appeared at the 1st meeting and only 6 replied to an email...
why ah?
and we have such a responsible in-charge.
wad a waste.
________________________________
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
i must be damn bored to develope a crush just like this...
no matter.
i will be better tmr...i hope
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
bumped into xiongbao this afternoon.
he's doing his attachment at raffles city.
hoho ive nv seen him in long sleeves shirt and pants.
den was chatting with yp online and i realised tt she has been keeping in touch with ah bao all these times...and some other ppl frm C8 i guess...her clique, BQ...and duno who else.
which made me feel guilty abt not keeping in touch often enuff with them.
xiongbao, jiahui and TL.
they were my closer C8 frens.
ahh as for BB...well...he is a fren indeed but not a fren in need.
i can make do w/o him :)
i went to the lib today and borrowed 4 books!
haha must fully utilized the lib card by borrowing the max num of bks =)
in alpha order:
1) Albert Camus: The Plague
2) Dai Sijie: Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress
3) Andre Gide: Strait is the Gate
4) George Orwell: 1984
a strange thing ive noticed.
most good books are translated novels.
a fallacy? i duno.
i bought a new hp pouch today, a purple sheepy one.
baaaaaaaa.
he's doing his attachment at raffles city.
hoho ive nv seen him in long sleeves shirt and pants.
den was chatting with yp online and i realised tt she has been keeping in touch with ah bao all these times...and some other ppl frm C8 i guess...her clique, BQ...and duno who else.
which made me feel guilty abt not keeping in touch often enuff with them.
xiongbao, jiahui and TL.
they were my closer C8 frens.
ahh as for BB...well...he is a fren indeed but not a fren in need.
i can make do w/o him :)
i went to the lib today and borrowed 4 books!
haha must fully utilized the lib card by borrowing the max num of bks =)
in alpha order:
1) Albert Camus: The Plague
2) Dai Sijie: Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress
3) Andre Gide: Strait is the Gate
4) George Orwell: 1984
a strange thing ive noticed.
most good books are translated novels.
a fallacy? i duno.
i bought a new hp pouch today, a purple sheepy one.
baaaaaaaa.
Monday, May 12, 2003
Sunday, May 11, 2003
i had dinner at my grandma's hse just now and it was fun!
we crowded round the erm round table and had our dinner.
it has been ages since i had a dinner like this.
wedding dinners do not count.
and speaking of wedding, they were coming up with the guest list just now.
they= my papa (in charge of writing the list), my 2nd uncle and auntie and my grandma.
erm the groom was distracted by the tv and the bride was quite pek chek.
such a hassel getting hitched.
very exciting tho, for it has been a long time since we had a wedding over at my father's immediate side.
in fact, there was no formal wedding ever since i was born.
the last one to get married was my forth uncle but there was no banquet and such.
31st agust 2003.
soon soon.
and my dad just told me tt we cld get a car once i passed my driving~
wooohooo!
i certainly hope so! :D
we crowded round the erm round table and had our dinner.
it has been ages since i had a dinner like this.
wedding dinners do not count.
and speaking of wedding, they were coming up with the guest list just now.
they= my papa (in charge of writing the list), my 2nd uncle and auntie and my grandma.
erm the groom was distracted by the tv and the bride was quite pek chek.
such a hassel getting hitched.
very exciting tho, for it has been a long time since we had a wedding over at my father's immediate side.
in fact, there was no formal wedding ever since i was born.
the last one to get married was my forth uncle but there was no banquet and such.
31st agust 2003.
soon soon.
and my dad just told me tt we cld get a car once i passed my driving~
wooohooo!
i certainly hope so! :D
finally finished reading A Clockwork Orange last night.
not too bad, eventhough the book was flooded with invented slang.
it gets abit confusing at first when one tries to figure out the meaning of the words.
its like doing the vocab section of the gp paper.
1st we have to find/guess the meanings of the given words and construct sentences out of them.
ho hum.
but no making of sentences this time, of cos.
no given marks, no time limit and above all, no stress to perform.
it has been quite an interesting read, trying to figure out the slang.
well, there are some words which i am unable to figure out.
words like these are usually adjectives.
one down and so many more to go, which book shall i read next?
-looks thru the booklist-
and since i mentioned gp classes, i must say, i miss attending classes in jc.
where teachers know all their students.
the r/s is just not the same in uni.
not too bad, eventhough the book was flooded with invented slang.
it gets abit confusing at first when one tries to figure out the meaning of the words.
its like doing the vocab section of the gp paper.
1st we have to find/guess the meanings of the given words and construct sentences out of them.
ho hum.
but no making of sentences this time, of cos.
no given marks, no time limit and above all, no stress to perform.
it has been quite an interesting read, trying to figure out the slang.
well, there are some words which i am unable to figure out.
words like these are usually adjectives.
one down and so many more to go, which book shall i read next?
-looks thru the booklist-
and since i mentioned gp classes, i must say, i miss attending classes in jc.
where teachers know all their students.
the r/s is just not the same in uni.
Saturday, May 10, 2003
blogger was down this afternoon and im glad its a-ok now :)
i wonder y ppl use the word a-ok
its not even a word in the first place.
chocolate and strawberry
teeheehee.
sorry.
inside joke :D
inside turn into outside...
-sings the techno song-
i went bbdc this morning with my cousin and changed to fixed instructor.
i feel better now to know tt i will be (it better!!) in the gd hands of responsible teachers.
no more being short changed. no no.
everybody, do take the fixed instructor scheme at driving centers or go private.
unless u have this...talent for driving.
like my cousin.
-grumbles-
ok so this is one load off my mind!
driving schedule- checked
ndp schedule- more or less checked
now, alll i need is a job.
sighhhh.
oh and now tt i am 21 (almost there!), i can volunteer my services at the mandai zoo.
NOT as the monkey or sealion act but as a docent.
i wonder y ppl use the word a-ok
its not even a word in the first place.
chocolate and strawberry
teeheehee.
sorry.
inside joke :D
inside turn into outside...
-sings the techno song-
i went bbdc this morning with my cousin and changed to fixed instructor.
i feel better now to know tt i will be (it better!!) in the gd hands of responsible teachers.
no more being short changed. no no.
everybody, do take the fixed instructor scheme at driving centers or go private.
unless u have this...talent for driving.
like my cousin.
-grumbles-
ok so this is one load off my mind!
driving schedule- checked
ndp schedule- more or less checked
now, alll i need is a job.
sighhhh.
oh and now tt i am 21 (almost there!), i can volunteer my services at the mandai zoo.
NOT as the monkey or sealion act but as a docent.
Friday, May 09, 2003
my grades are out my grades are out!
OASIS --> MY ACAD RECORDS --> MY GRADES --> TERM 2
man, can they cut down on all the links??
nearly died while waiting for the various pages to load.
i got the same old grades as last term.
i tot i was looking at term 1's results slip.
i passed my financial acc!
yesssssss!
no more accounting modules for the rest of the remaining 3yrs!
*throws confetti all ard*
OASIS --> MY ACAD RECORDS --> MY GRADES --> TERM 2
man, can they cut down on all the links??
nearly died while waiting for the various pages to load.
i got the same old grades as last term.
i tot i was looking at term 1's results slip.
i passed my financial acc!
yesssssss!
no more accounting modules for the rest of the remaining 3yrs!
*throws confetti all ard*
Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Monday, May 05, 2003
Saturday, May 03, 2003
random thoughts:
i miss the furry little fat dog in his car.
and his yellow teddy bear has no nose =(
1st time outing and it was quite alrite.
wad a surprise.
i wonder how he felt when he saw me at the meeting todae.
did not get to speak to him cos both of us seated too far apart.
and i am tired of all these pretendence.
cant be bothered anymore.
balloon twisting, juggling and drumming?
i like balloon twisting :)
shld i or shld i not?
tt is the question.
"do not be reckless with other ppl's heart
and do not put up with ppl who are reckless with yours"
ok, i'll try
i hate myself for being weak.
im not supposed to speak to u, u know.
urrghhhhh.
pls.
stop. look. and no, dun walk.
stay here with me..
_____________________________
treat me nice, treat me good
treat me like u really shld
cos im not made of wood
and i dont have a wooden heart
i miss the furry little fat dog in his car.
and his yellow teddy bear has no nose =(
1st time outing and it was quite alrite.
wad a surprise.
i wonder how he felt when he saw me at the meeting todae.
did not get to speak to him cos both of us seated too far apart.
and i am tired of all these pretendence.
cant be bothered anymore.
balloon twisting, juggling and drumming?
i like balloon twisting :)
shld i or shld i not?
tt is the question.
"do not be reckless with other ppl's heart
and do not put up with ppl who are reckless with yours"
ok, i'll try
i hate myself for being weak.
im not supposed to speak to u, u know.
urrghhhhh.
pls.
stop. look. and no, dun walk.
stay here with me..
_____________________________
treat me nice, treat me good
treat me like u really shld
cos im not made of wood
and i dont have a wooden heart