i miss my days in the orchestra.

i miss practising.

i miss performing.

the urge to play again has nv been stronger; i wonder y.
maybe the monotony of the hols is finally getting into me.

no job, no life.
and ppl are abusing my availability.
more like 'someone' actually *rolls eyes*

i feel like picking up my bow once more.

maybe i shld start by revising my sight read.