todae..was not a very good day for me..
first, i didnt know how to do my qm test
i tried to copy but the prof was standing near me
shoot -_-
i tried to avoid yuyu by not taking the same lift with him; i took the stairs instead.
but i bumped into him on my way to the lib...grrrrr...
where was he when i was dyinggggg to see him?
and now tt i dun really wan to see him...i see him twice a day -_-
gaaaaah
i gave him a fake and kinda loud hello.
im sure i was expressionless..oh well..
didnt know wad got into me..
despite all these, i still miss him u know..
eventho they say u cant lose wad u nv had...i cant help feeling a sense of loss...
sometimes when i hear footsteps behind me or catch a glimsp of someone behind me..
i wld think tt tat wld be him
and i wld wait...and wait for the cheerful hello which nv came
i still duno if there was anything special between us...
but if u ask me, i wld say an unbashful yes
and i wld also say tat it was becos of my coldness towards him tt marred all chances of us becoming anything more..
den again, my 6th sense is nv right...
and..i got caught in the rain..
not really..but i had to go for a pool study at the accountancy blk..
and there was no shelter frm biz to acc blk and i had to shelter myself with my jacket and it got all wet.
yea the rain was heavy loh..i got wet together with the jacket :and when i got into the lift, i came out at the 3rd level when in fact im supposed to go to level 7
that was the 2nd time this day i exited frm the lift without checking..
earlier this afternoon, i had wanted to go level 3 at wing b and i actually got out of the lift at level 2 -_-
no one was in the room as i was early...so i went to the loo and tried to dry myself..in vain of cos..
and when i came out , the whole world came and everyone was waiting for me..
great. when did they appear? i was only in the loo for less than 5min...
whole dae felt kinda lousy cos of qm..
and i realised i lost the star pendant frm my charm bracelet...
i dun even know when i lost it..
-sad-
i love the little star on my bracelet =(
i keep losing things which are dear to me recently...
first there was my hp...den yuyu...den my star pendant
i just felt very alone for the whole of today..
nobody to tok to eventho i was surrounded by ppl...
not tt i did not say a word the whole time..
maybe i shld put it this way...nobody to tell to eventho i was surrounded by ppl..
cos everyone is bogged by his/her own prob(s)...it wldnt be fair for me to complain...cos im not the only one...
so i shld just tell my bloggie and everyone can read abt it and leave some nice comments for me..at their own free time..
