QuiEstLa^ (2:01 AM) :
as much as i hope things will go my way, apparently its not going to be so..

QuiEstLa^ (2:03 AM) :
many times i do not wan to accept the fact
and there are also times when i tot i have come to terms with it..

QuiEstLa^ (2:06 AM) :
i duno how i shld react
im stubborn to let go
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was lying on my bed and thinking abt the same old qn for the Nth time.
i think god has been very patient with me; i have been pretty irritating, keep asking him the same qn again and again.
and i marvel at the way he chose to ans my qn..
saf says, "yes..he's the most creative being ever....He created everything...so, yea.. he's got a lot of means to get to u"

it actually took me 3mths to get an answer.
im quite convinced tt i have gotten a reply.

yes, no and wait.
the ans is no.