oh dear.
i feel so guilty =(

i must remember to be more cheerful the next time yuyu greets me.
i duno wads wrong with me..
been showing him an ultra bored face recently.

im glad he hasnt stop saying hi to me becos of this.
i think its quite demoralising to say hello to someone who doesnt show half as much enthusiam as you do.

i duno wads wrong with me.

i cant bring myself to treat him the way i used to.
something is holding me back.
i think im still disappointed over the fact tt things are not gonna work out between us.

but how can i bring myself to be cold towards someone as warm and cheery as he is?
see, im starting to feel guilty already :(

i must get over myself.
not get over him but get over myself.
tis the only way i can face him proper again.

i duno when i'll see him again..

i only hope there is enuff time...before he totally gives up on me.

i think i still like him a lil...shhhhhhh~