why is the world looking so bleak to me these days?
why do i feel tt life is so dead and dull?
why do i feel hurt over the stupidest things?
why do i feel sad at nite?

why cant i be more magnanimous,
why am i so sensitive?
why cant i have an open mind, an open heart,
why do i dwell on the past?

why do i feel sad when i passed these places?
why doesnt this stabbing feeling stop.
why am i so stubborn?
why do i feel so restless?

why cant i make things work?
why cant u make things work?
why dont u try,
why dont u try?

why am i so pathetic?
why cant i be more bubbly?
why am i so quiet?
why have i lost my tongue.

why cant i find my energy
why cant i pick myself up?
why do i have to pretend,
that im ok when im not.

why cant i cry freely?
why do i have to act strong?
why dun i sleep more,
why do i think too much.

too many too many.
can someone tell me why.