i woke up feeling a wee bit lousy.
tot of wad he said to me last nite (or the lack of it) and felt kinda shitty and hurt.
'twas a mix of emotions really.

are u feeling sorry for me?
i guess ppl like Z wld be.
or maybe she thinks im an idiot.
no matter. it doesnt matter.

maybe i shldnt have switched off my hp after msging W last nite...or this morning...at abt 3+am?
crap, he actually msged me back and asked me to call him.
a chat might have done me some good.
any distractions might have been good.
i sort of knew he wld reply but i didnt feel like waiting.

was thankful tt B was online at tt ungodly hr.
he managed to irritate me off to bed.
dont get me wrong.
cos all of a sudden, the whole affair was making me irksome.
i just didnt feel like staying another minute online; didnt feel like listening to him; didnt feel like typing.

its 12:45pm now.
how am i feeling?
quite alrite.
im alrite.
the feeling i woke up with was gone; gone with breakfast and cartoons.

1 more hr b4 i have to leave for driving lesson.
gotta call up my freshies.