how does it feel like to see u once again?

firstly, there was disbelief..

i wished u wld speak to me first but u did not.
perhaps u did u not see me?

so in the end, i had to approach u...again...like the many times b4.

i said hi and u smiled at me and so i smiled back at u and u began to laff.
"are we going to do this for the whole afternoon?" u said.

well, i dun mind.
i like smiling and moreover, i duno wad to say to u.
so im glad tt u actually started the conversation first.
i feel kinda awkward after all these times we were apart and i dun wan to pretend like we've nv drifted.

dun get me wrong, its not that im not glad to see you. i am. very much.
i had wanted to see u again for a long long time.
but my happiness upon seeing u fell short of my expectation.

i had wanted to speak to u very much, to catch up and hopefully, go back to how we once were but i couldnt stand it if u were to walk away too soon.
so i have decided to say gd bye first.