i am in a state of denial.

i think i am in a state of denial.

actually its not so much of tt.
its the lack of courage to face up to reality.

wad is the reality then?
the truth, the fact, the music tt im supposed to face.

i cant bring myself to seek out the answer.
cos i am afraid of wad i may discover.

like an ostrich, i bury my head in the sands.
if i cant see my enemies, they cant see me either.
if i dun face up to the truth, the truth cant get me.

hooray~

yea i know wad u guys must be thinking now: she is in denial.