Sunday, February 16, 2003

for no rhyme or reason, i was reminded of an incident tt happened 2 yrs ago.

i forgot why we were standing together.
waiting for the water games to start perhaps.

we were gathered in a circle and girl was bad mouthing about boy.
and lo behold, boy suddenly appeared in our midst and girl was still blabbering non stop about him.

she spoke long enough for boy to know tt she was toking about him.

and the look on boy's face.
i doubt i will forget.

it was a queer mixture of hurt and bewilderment.

i guess he was angry too.
but not as much as the disappointment he must have felt.
especially at a certain someone who shall remain nameless.
not girl. someone else.

and the silence was deafening when girl suddenly spotted boy among us.

i feel guilty tt i shld be caught standing there, listening to girl's gossips.

you're just like the rest of them u know.
don't say u're not.
u know pretty well tt u were enjoying urself along with the rest of them.


i cant remembered wad happened after tt.
some hero/ heroine must have pulled us out of the sticky situation.

of cos.
wad else?