its no longer fun having crushes.

at least for me.

now tt i am older, im no longer satisfied nor contented with just liking someone.
i am always hoping that something will work out in the end...and becos of tt...im always unhappy..
if nothing is gonna come out of it...i move on...
tts y i no longer enjoy the simple pleasure of having a crush...
cos i expect too much out of it.

and im sick and tired of wanting things to happen and yet i sit there and do nothing at all.

i cant afford to feel miserable over any guy anymore.
no point letting myself fall for him if i know tt it isnt going to work out in the 1st place.
y, if u knew tt it wld only bring u pain in the end?
u asked for it didnt u? u poked the pencil into ur own eye.

i dun wan to be swept off my feet if he has no intention of catching me and if it means falling with a loud thud.
or worse yet, landing on my butt and making a fool out of myself.

no thanks.

im just too rational.
for my own good?

maybe.